Behind These Hazel Eyes (Kelly Clarkson)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes



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no more words to describe this pain
but this song always makes me feel better, although it makes these tear comes sometimes

Look Only at Me (english girl version)

many times in a day i look at you and smile
i've told you many times you're the love of my life
in this world full of lies, in my clouded mind
you are the only one, the one that i trust the most

whenever you worry about the feelings if they'll change
i smile and tell you and that it will never change
in this endless thing, in my empty heart
you are the only one, the one that i can lean on

i've always hated it when i couldn't choose one way
i got caught up in this world baby and didn't mean to erase you

just because i'm like this please don't ever be the same
if i ever forget you please just don't forget me
if you can't reach me or if i'm drinking and out of town
if i look at other guys just for a second, just please remember this
only look at me

you waited again until the sun went down
you had tears in your eyes, you told me that i've changed
i know i feel the same like when i first met you
i've spent too many nights trying to calm you down

without you it seems i won't be living life with ease
and yet when i'm with you it's gets so hard to breathe
through all the endless fights, through all the silent times
i am the only one, the one that you can lean on

i've hated myself when i couldn't handle you
i lose myself again baby and i put a smile to fake it

it's too selfish of me and i know it does me no good
everyday, in this time, in my wasted life
i get into these thing that are wrong

at least stay the way you are, and promise to not do the same
these are the feelings i hold, i have all my faith in you
even if you're gone please don't leave




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too perfect to be my life's song

Nobody (english version) by Wonder Girls

You Know I still Love You Baby. And it will never change. (saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody, nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you’re thinking
Baby why aren’t you listening
How can I just Just love someone else and
Forget you completely When I know you still love me

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it’s not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can’t we just, just be like this
Cause it’s you that i need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I’m with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you’re not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so you know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don’t want no body, body I don’t want no body, body

Honey you know it’s you that I want, It’s you that I need Why can’t you see~

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody but you
I want nobody nobody but you
How can I be with another, I don’t want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can’t it be please let me live my life my way why do you push me away
I don’t want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

Song for You

Don't cry just sweep your pain from your eyes
That makes me fall to your heart
Sorry, it's all I can say to your heart
You'll always with me

You are my dream
My sweetest dream
Please babe don't leave me alone
Hold me tight
Close in my arms
I'm with you wherever you are
You'll always be my happy life
This love will last forever

Trust me I know what you have been through
Believe me i'm here for you
Feel me I always be around you
Wherever I go

You are my dream
My sweetest dream
Please babe don't leave me alone
Hold me tight
Close in my arms
I'm with you wherever you are
You'll always be my happy life
This love will last forever






well...
want to sing this song right now
I want someone to know this true feeling
although those person always have a doubt about it

Heal Me..

don't have any tears left..
can't cry anymore..
although I want to but I can't

it's so difficult to understand
I've try to, but the result...
seems to me that I don't have the right thing

don't want it to be over and done..
it's too precious for me..
I want to have it although I know I'll feel any pain

try to remember all those sweet things..
don't want the bitter part break it down...
so I just swallow it all..

realize that I don't know anything..
but I just try to heal this wound..
it hurt, I'm in pain..
but I can't say it...it won't spit out from this lips..

Uneg-uneg

kenapa ya...sebelum buka nhe blog, kepala tuh penuh dengan yang namanya inspirasi (caelhaa..)
tapi setelah dibuka, n baru aja mo nulis, eeh, tau-tau otak malah jadi BLANK

padahal rasanya uneg-uneg di hati tuh numpuk
udah tinggal tunggu tumpah semuanya kayak gunung merapi yang meletus ntuh

pengen nulis masalah yang sedang terjadi, tapi ya itu, lupa lagi lupa lagi
enaknya gimana ya..?

Happiness

waahh...sudah lama gak dibuka
gak terasa udah 2 tahun g diakses nhe blog
*bersih2 blog*

otrelhah, mulai sekarang berusaha untuk selalu di-update
*wink*
gak sia-sia perjuangan buat buka nhe blog, 2 jam cuma buat tau passwordnya doank
*nangis darah*